man, this weekend was so awesome. on friday night i went to denny's with steve-o and mally. i'd had a red bull that night, and since i'm hyper to begin with, especially at night, i was off the walls. everyone was so funny, and i was amusing them with my hyper antics...steve-o had the fabulous french toast with a side of fabulous...it was great seeing them again. then on saturday night i saw tito, ricky, and bobby for the first time in months. we just chilled in the middle of the street outside ricky's house, reminiscing about old times, for two hours. ricky and bobby were drunk of course, and i kept having to quiet them down...i was so sure we were gonna get the cops called on us. bobby almost started shit with tito too, over skeletorus of all people, who is apparently in san diego now. i realized (probably not for the first time) how the first half of my senior year of high school was so completely and indescribably awesome...lunch at bravo's every day, with the whole crew and not just a few people...cs games after school...work...no worries...then it all started going downhill. people got moreso into drugs than they already were, people stopped coming to lunch, people stopped hanging out. then when summer started people moved away, then when i started at cal poly i was up here all the time. now i see my old best friends once a month if i'm lucky, and ryan like once every six months, and now rickyah and crystal aka chola are getting married and going into the air force, then tito's ostensibly leaving for the air force too...people who didn't leave last summer are leaving this summer. but i'm making new friends and having a great time up here at poly, and the following sentence. xandie. yes, "xandie" is a complete sentence. it describes how beautiful and sweet and wonderful she is, and how much i love her, and how complacent i would be just to spend the rest of my life cuddling with her. on a completely unrelated note, i just found out that rachel helms of all people is transferring here, possibly as soon as the summer. i haven't seen her since the end of high school, but i haven't hung out with her since approximately forever ago. it was great talking to her, even it was only for twenty minutes.

i apologize for my inability to use the common english convention known as the paragraph. i should go to bed since this is the fifth day i've gone to bed at 3:30 over the last week. i really don't have much sense left, after hanging out with nathan so much.

song of the post: tool - pushit (i forgot why tool is my favorite band ever)